April 23, 2010

Today’s reading: II Kings 18, 19, 20; Psalm 23, 53, 83, 113, 143; Proverbs 23

II Kings 19:1, “And it came to pass, when king Hezekiah heard it, that he rent his clothes, and covered himself with sackcloth, and went into the house of the LORD.”

I was thinking about the day that we learned that we were going to be parents. It was an emotional day to say the least. I remember being scared to death and also excited at the same time. How would I… or What would I… My mind raced in a million directions.

It was at this point that I had a decision to make. I had to decide whether I would do things on my own. Did I want to do thing my way or would there be a better way? Should I get the advice of other or just go and do my own thing my own way?

I remember a big part of my reaction was to pray a lot. I prayed for everything concerning our child and the pregnancy. I made one vital mistake. By praying so specifically I had to pray for every little detail.

I did not think that if I missed one detail that it might make a huge difference. The one thing I did not pray for was that our child would talk. Our son was born autistic and non-verbal.

Once we came to grips with the fact that there was a problem our response was much like that of King Hezekiah in II Kings 19:14, “And Hezekiah received the letter of the hand of the messengers, and read it: and Hezekiah went up into the house of the LORD, and spread it before the LORD.” This was our only hope. Today, we still depend upon the Lord and we seek His face.

How do you respond? Sure about that?